Magic
by
Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
This is my treatment altar. Every piece on this altar has deeply personal meaning, from the three sisters figure to the driftwood that represents my Uncle Ronald, who died 10 ...
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Marty is fine
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Marty is fine. I'm leaving for in-patient treatment on Sunday and am working on an extra special post that I'll get up before I leave. Thanks for all your prayers, love and su ...
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The Divided Life
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
My experience in detox was in a facility in Kalispell called Pathways. I went there 3 years ago and got off ativan and managed to stay sober four months. The facility and th ...
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Detox Over
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Well, I stayed a little longer than planned for detox but am home and should be hearing when I can be admitted to the long-term (30-45 days) in-patient treatment. I want to t ...
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Will Be Away
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
I will be away for a few days. I'm going to get detoxed and I'll just have to face everything when I return. I'll resume my treatment activities until they can get me a bed ...
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What Happens to Me
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
It's going to be two weeks before I can get into treatment. I'm not drinking now. The last few times I've begun drinking after a period of sobriety - four months in April whe ...
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Nothing
by
Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Nothing is keeping me sober today. I'm trying to get to an in-patient treatment run by the state. I keep hearing Ben say "you're hopeless" and I'm pretty sure he's ...
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Teachability
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Teachability is keeping me sober today. Tracy Chapman has a song I used to listen to back in the days when a pint of vodka per night was the norm. Part of the lyrics are, &quo ...
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Clarity
by
Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
Clarity is helping me stay sober today. Clarity about who I am. Clarity about what I need to do. Clarity about the reality of alcoholism; clarity about the reality of recov ...
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Why Do We Drink?
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
We drink because we're alcoholic is a pretty obvious answer, but does it really go far enough? I think especially for those of us who are able to put together some sober time ...
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First Snow
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
This Unfolding A poem by Dorothy Walters I am thinking how itwill all go down withyou.All the agonies, griefs,the tears you fedyour sorrows,the nights of lovethat lasteduntil ...
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Fire on the Mountain
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Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
We had a little excitement at Brent's house on Blacktail Mountain over the weekend. The hillside adjacent to Blacktail, known as Baldy, caught fire. Apparently, all our fire r ...
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About Powerlessness
by
Angela N.
Posted in: Blog Posts in Alcoholism
For a long time, I believed I was powerless over alcohol. That particular belief has contributed to my chronic relapse history and has kept me from doing what I need to do to ...
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