yo can you hook me up ….

I am pissed. * There is no language warning when I am postin, you know the drill by now *

How many times have I mentioned percocet? I think a few.

Suicide? Not really. Last spring it ran through my mind.

It was NOT a mental health issue. It was a quality of life issue. I could not get the pain to stop.

I was not being funny, it was not a figure of speech when I told my doc that having a truck run over my head seemed therapeutic. I remember layin in bed hearing trucks go by and thinking about placing my head on the highway. I didn’t know what was causing the 24/7 pain that was the worst I had ever felt in my life.

Now I do know what it is. Now I know what helps, no matter what any book says. When it is that horrific anti-seizure meds don’t do shit. When it gets that out of control bad….ER helps. Fentanyl helps, followed by percocet chasers for a few days till things calm back down. When it is the beginning of break-through pain, percocet helps keep me out of ER.

Trigeminal neuralgia at it’s finest.

Badly treated by my neurologist Dr. Asshat of Sleeper Cell Neurological Associates.

I am sick and tired of suffering because I need a medication that is stigmatized because of chickenshit doctors who are also ignorant, ( who think patients should behave like a text book ) drug seekers and the government.

Here’s one for ya…Let’s stigmatize seroquel!

WHY NOT ?

I’ve mentioned percocet….I’ve mentioned speedballs in past posts, we talk about a lot of stuff here….but here are some of today’s search terms….they are not unlike any other day……….

seroquel date rape pill

snorting seroquel

seroquel for fun

seroquel rape

street use of seroquel

recreational ambien

seroquel date rape

fun seroquel

I’m not seeing percocet in the search terms….I don’t remember ever seeing it! Not a lot of searchin goin on for that these days.

I guess if seroquel would help my face, I’d be set. It’s pretty popular these days…percocet is not.

I would not be treated like a criminal. My old pdoc would hook me up. If I got low on funds, I could sell the rest, no problem…seems there is a demand. *I’m snarkin’ here; but I do have some children for sale*

WHY THE HELL would anyone want to ingest this? Side effects/benefits….. I think the side effect side kind of cancels out the benefit side here folks. Do the math.

If you want to feel like that…..just drink a whole lot and eat like a pig. Hey you can probably hold off the diabetes and weight gain a little longer that way. I dunno, maybe it’s just me; but it seems reasonable….but I guess if you area potential rapist,seroquel is the drug for you. I wonder if any pdocs are lookin out for those guys. Bet not.

Who’s lookin out for you?

*btw…what holds off that breakthrough pain for any other TN sufferers out there?  you know…you wake up and it feels like a toothache, a migraine, a sinus infection from hell? Just wondering.

~d