Support

Today was the monthly support group meeting. It was nice and yet sad, I almost cried. We had a new couple join us today their daughter has brain cancer and she's not doing very well. When the woman was telling the story of her step daughter she teared up a bit and I almost joined her. It is hard to see people suffering that feel so helpless, maybe not helpless, they just don't know what to do. The daughter is a grown woman who they had to put in a home because they can't give her the help she needs and now she is going back into the hospital because she is not eating and may be getting worse... Its hard, they don't know what to do and are afraid that she has given up. They are very nice people and we were glad to have them join us.

I got a headache again today, during the meeting. But I still managed to come home and ride my exercise bike. I don't think it helped or hurt my headache, but I did still feel like I was getting a little dizzy or vertigo or whatever. I kept the light on and held on to the handlebars and kept looking at the wall and the floor so my brain would know that I was not moving but I still felt a little weird, but not nearly as bad as before so that is a good sign. Although right now I am not really sure how I am feeling...