I received a few emails regarding my last post and I just want to thank you all for caring. I know that I am not alone, it just feels that way sometimes and the medication problem and the weird headache I had all day today really doesn't help. I don't have want I want and that is what upsets me. I do have friends, I just don't have the closeness with them that I would like, kinda like a best friend. I would say my best friend is the guy that lives 3,000 miles away that went for almost a year without talking to me and of course my friend that went to my original doc appointment when I got my diagnoses. I just need to be patient, someday I will have a close friend again. Its sad, though, because right now my friends can pretty much get anything from me because I am so desperate for attention and companionship. This gets me into trouble because I befriend someone and let them take advantage of me. That has happened many times and has nothing to do with my current situation, it actually hasn't happened since my diagnosis, except that it kind of did with my job that I lost, but that's a whole different story and it still ticks me off when I think about it so I won't.
Unfortunately me my headache kept me from riding my bike today, but I do have every intention of riding it tomorrow. Like I said, I am taking my meds on a set schedule again and hopefully will be all good soon! Plus tomorrow I get my Rock Band drums! Oh, and I tried to fix the bracelet that I broke and it didn't work, it broke again, but I have another plan and I will post the results tomorrow.
Thanks again for reading and coming back to check up on me! It means a great deal to know that people do care and continue to care even when I get in my whining moods! I appreciate the support, even if you don't email me or post a comment, I know I have the support by the growing number on the visitor counter!
Unfortunately me my headache kept me from riding my bike today, but I do have every intention of riding it tomorrow. Like I said, I am taking my meds on a set schedule again and hopefully will be all good soon! Plus tomorrow I get my Rock Band drums! Oh, and I tried to fix the bracelet that I broke and it didn't work, it broke again, but I have another plan and I will post the results tomorrow.
Thanks again for reading and coming back to check up on me! It means a great deal to know that people do care and continue to care even when I get in my whining moods! I appreciate the support, even if you don't email me or post a comment, I know I have the support by the growing number on the visitor counter!