I've been surfing You Tube way too much again! But I have found an inspirational recovery video which shows truthfully the trials of deciding and making steps towards recovery. I am filled with determination at the moment, flat hunting (although this I can't seriously do until the New Year); Job hunting, and sorting the overload of stuff I've managed to accumilate.
I have had two fantastic days where I ate meals with friends and felt comfortable doing so and even though now I am on my own for a few days (with an appriecated week off work!)it's OK, I can aim to do some of the things I've been putting off - today it was the bank and it was no where near as bad as I had feared! We make things bigger in our minds.
I have had two fantastic days where I ate meals with friends and felt comfortable doing so and even though now I am on my own for a few days (with an appriecated week off work!)it's OK, I can aim to do some of the things I've been putting off - today it was the bank and it was no where near as bad as I had feared! We make things bigger in our minds.
Here's the video