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Having a bad human day by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I am having a bad human day.Every now and again I have ideas for a post that I want to write and it just doesn’t happen. There are good writing days and bad writing day ... Read on »

I’m in three minds about thinking. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.I am three types of mental.I am the usual human type of mental with insecurities, screwed up thoughts that deep down I know lots of people have and screwed up thoughts t ... Read on »

All ideas are brilliant until implemented by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.When I was young, primary school age young I would get intrusive dreams. They weren’t nightmares. I still get them happening. They say dreams are the brain proc ... Read on »

Grr by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I don’t want to be cajoled.I don’t want to be gently encouraged.I don’t want to be shouted at.I don’t want to be belittled.I don’t want to have t ... Read on »

Safety nets not harnesses by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Update: I had a write clog, I got through it by this splurge here. This post is not well written, is a little ranty and generally poor. Sorry.Hello.I don’t like being ... Read on »

Palsied by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.Half an hour ago I spilt a cup of coffee.Twenty-five minutes ago I was thinking about suicide.This is not some overly-wrought emotional roller-coaster ride I am about to ... Read on »

Therapeutic effect by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder HiThere comes a point in your relationships with fellow mentally ill folk where you want to scream at them because they are undermining their recovery.Not wanting to change yo ... Read on »

Turn the bow into the waves. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder I feel tainted.I feel tainted by this illness, tarnished somehow. There is no somehow, I know how.This week my telly watching has centred on soap-operas Eastenders and Hollyo ... Read on »

Look over there. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.So about a month or so ago, maybe more, I was sent some photos of an old piece of medical equipment. The equipment in question is used for cauterising, one of the safes ... Read on »

Turn away, Run away by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.I was away over the weekend and had thought it would be a good opportunity to write. I write fiction, it fills a similar purpose to this blog I suppose – catharsi ... Read on »

I need no other memory. Or choice of anaesthetic by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.The first part of the post title is from a David Bazan song, check out his latest album as it is brilliant – the first solo album and the Pedro the Lion stuff is g ... Read on »

Nullpunkt by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder HelloMy German is very rusty but I believe nullpunkt translates roughly to zero point. Zero points is exactly what I scored on my medical assessment.I am more than a little s ... Read on »

Then suddenly it was July ‘03 all over again. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.Squeamish, likely to be “triggered” or folks otherwise not wanting to be exposed to slightly graphic descriptions (those eating for example) you might want t ... Read on »

The truth about dishonesty. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.I have, as I suspect we all have, been dishonest. I have probably been more dishonest than most. Part of this is down to being ill and desperately not wanting people t ... Read on »

Adaptation or Adoption by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.So just a quickie post before the big one.I bought a netbook today. It is a spiffy little Samsung number and I should have it by next week. It is about 40% smaller &nd ... Read on »

Update. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.Nothing too much to report. My mood is still doing that back and forth thing it has been doing. I am not getting to change my meds this month and perhaps that is a goo ... Read on »

Funny how you slip. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder HelloThis depression is maddening, natch.This one is leading itself to more frustration than normal and that leads to agitation and that leads to a path I don’t want to ... Read on »

Fighting the jury in my head by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello.The title is stolen from an Amanda Palmer song. I think “Have to Drive” started doing the rounds as a Dresden Doll song. The couplet and the one before it ... Read on »

The In Absentia Diaries Pt.3: Doubt of the benefit. by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder Hello again.The final part of my “In Absentia Diaries” which is about money and stuff. Part of the delay in writing this is that just as I was coming to write it ... Read on »

The In Absentia Diaries Pt.2.5: Side-steps in the Family by Exact S. Patient Expert

Posted in: Blog Posts in Bipolar Disorder HelloI forgot to mention I have a sister.My relationship with her, though it is closer than it ever was, runs from tolerable to testing. I suppose a lot of families default t ... Read on »

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