Before I head off to bed I thought I’d just get something off my chest in hoping that it will make me sleep better. I had a rough day at the gym. I wasn’t up to par and to be honest I am getting really discouragement for the lack of progress I seem to be making. I am not sure what I’ll do with this new-found emotion but I think things have to change or something needs to be done on my behalf.
I looked in the mirror and again saw nothing but excess blab. Now I know why I don’t have my picture taken, especially without a short. I am a complete embarrassment to the male race. For those of you that do have the courage to go topless; I commend you 100%. You’re sure a better person than I.
I just don’t know what to do. That’s what it boils down to.
This is so hard. Not that I expected it to be an easy journey. But for some reason today just set me off. My cardio was bad as was my strength training with Chris. I’ll post all that so you can see for yourself. I’m just tired and wish I knew what I could do to give me some energy at the gym. I wish I had someone by my side guiding me alone this journey and giving me the insight to what I need to know. Having a trainer helps, but I seem to need or desire more. To have a mentor that would help me would be great, but don’t think that is realistic either.
Oh well… thanks for letting me babble on and on.
Time for some rest and of course some analyzing too.
Hope you all have a great, healthy and safe week-end….
Before I head off to bed I thought I’d just get something off my chest in hoping that it will make me sleep better. I had a rough day at the gym. I wasn’t up to par and to be honest I am getting really discouragement for the lack of progress I seem to be making. I am not sure what I’ll do with this new-found emotion but I think things have to change or something needs to be done on my behalf.
I looked in the mirror and again saw nothing but excess blab. Now I know why I don’t have my picture taken, especially without a short. I am a complete embarrassment to the male race. For those of you that do have the courage to go topless; I commend you 100%. You’re sure a better person than I.
I just don’t know what to do. That’s what it boils down to.
This is so hard. Not that I expected it to be an easy journey. But for some reason today just set me off. My cardio was bad as was my strength training with Chris. I’ll post all that so you can see for yourself. I’m just tired and wish I knew what I could do to give me some energy at the gym. I wish I had someone by my side guiding me alone this journey and giving me the insight to what I need to know. Having a trainer helps, but I seem to need or desire more. To have a mentor that would help me would be great, but don’t think that is realistic either.
Oh well… thanks for letting me babble on and on.
Time for some rest and of course some analyzing too.
Hope you all have a great, healthy and safe week-end….
I looked in the mirror and again saw nothing but excess blab. Now I know why I don’t have my picture taken, especially without a short. I am a complete embarrassment to the male race. For those of you that do have the courage to go topless; I commend you 100%. You’re sure a better person than I.
I just don’t know what to do. That’s what it boils down to.
This is so hard. Not that I expected it to be an easy journey. But for some reason today just set me off. My cardio was bad as was my strength training with Chris. I’ll post all that so you can see for yourself. I’m just tired and wish I knew what I could do to give me some energy at the gym. I wish I had someone by my side guiding me alone this journey and giving me the insight to what I need to know. Having a trainer helps, but I seem to need or desire more. To have a mentor that would help me would be great, but don’t think that is realistic either.
Oh well… thanks for letting me babble on and on.
Time for some rest and of course some analyzing too.
Hope you all have a great, healthy and safe week-end….
I looked in the mirror and again saw nothing but excess blab. Now I know why I don’t have my picture taken, especially without a short. I am a complete embarrassment to the male race. For those of you that do have the courage to go topless; I commend you 100%. You’re sure a better person than I.
I just don’t know what to do. That’s what it boils down to.
This is so hard. Not that I expected it to be an easy journey. But for some reason today just set me off. My cardio was bad as was my strength training with Chris. I’ll post all that so you can see for yourself. I’m just tired and wish I knew what I could do to give me some energy at the gym. I wish I had someone by my side guiding me alone this journey and giving me the insight to what I need to know. Having a trainer helps, but I seem to need or desire more. To have a mentor that would help me would be great, but don’t think that is realistic either.
Oh well… thanks for letting me babble on and on.
Time for some rest and of course some analyzing too.
Hope you all have a great, healthy and safe week-end….