I am so worried and heart broken. What do you think I should say when she calls me today? She is suppose to call and tell me what her boss wants to do next. I told her of course I am willing to go to whoever they want because I am so past being molested 25 years ago. I know people who aren't and how it effects them. They can't even say the word without chocking back tears and looking away.
She said it felt like I was trying too hard and was telling them just what they wanted to hear. My tone was too soothing...I said no, that is just how I talk. This woman doesn't KNOW me from Adam. Who does she think she is to judge MY tone? Adults who have been supervisors their whole life know how to control themselves....Hello.
Duh.
I feel like explaining to miss "nice lady" that I am moving along quiet naturally though the stages of grief with the foster licensing thing and today I have reached the anger stage. (I won't though because a good friend said not too. Thank you Vince.) Specifically I am angry at her for thinking that she knows my heart after five hours.
How dare she hold my past against me and use something that happened TO ME in my past as a child to destroy my future.
Enough.
I feel better.
Thank you for listening.
I am going cut and paste this into my blog....I hope you don't mind. xxooxxoo
{This is an e-mail reply, I have had many people love on me with passion and concern. Thank you all. I love each of you.}
I am so worried and heart broken. What do you think I should say when she calls me today? She is suppose to call and tell me what her boss wants to do next. I told her of course I am willing to go to whoever they want because I am so past being molested 25 years ago. I know people who aren't and how it effects them. They can't even say the word without chocking back tears and looking away.
She said it felt like I was trying too hard and was telling them just what they wanted to hear. My tone was too soothing...I said no, that is just how I talk. This woman doesn't KNOW me from Adam. Who does she think she is to judge MY tone? Adults who have been supervisors their whole life know how to control themselves....Hello.
Duh.
I feel like explaining to miss "nice lady" that I am moving along quiet naturally though the stages of grief with the foster licensing thing and today I have reached the anger stage. (I won't though because a good friend said not too. Thank you Vince.) Specifically I am angry at her for thinking that she knows my heart after five hours.
How dare she hold my past against me and use something that happened TO ME in my past as a child to destroy my future.
Enough.
I feel better.
Thank you for listening.
I am going cut and paste this into my blog....I hope you don't mind. xxooxxoo
{This is an e-mail reply, I have had many people love on me with passion and concern. Thank you all. I love each of you.}