Bio

I was born in Manchester England in 1959. I was given up for adoption in 1962. Me and me adopted parents arrived in Canada in 1964, where I went to High School and graduated. I also went to College. I am in a relationship, and have been with him for coming up 17 years. I will be turning 50 June 22 1959. Over the past 50 years of my life I have been depressed because of what my birth mother did to me by giving me away. I have menopause and have been denieing it for quite some time now. I have also found a Lump in the right side of my neck, that bothers me. I am looking forwards to being 50 as I feel I have somewhat accomplished what I have done  in my life. The only thing that matters to me and is important to me is my Boyfriend. We have been threw some much over the past 17 years, it is not funny. Threw my Depression and and resentfulness over what my mother had done to me and my other 5 sisters (which whoom I have never ever met, and that includes my real father) I feel and know I have taken most of it out on my boyfriend. What a Women's body goes through over time is hurtful in ways that no one will ever know but yourselve. I have to come to the conclusion that life is what God has made you on this earth. But to give up your precious child whoom you suppose to cherrish over the years hurts me the most. So I have decided to lock the chest, throw away the chest with all my hurtful things that my birth mother has done to me and throw the chest in the river. Who knows maybe someday someone from another world may open it. But in the mean time, that is my story.