The end of VBS.

I haven’t posted because I am going through stuff right now and trying to figure things out. This week has been nice since the kids have been at VBS. I don’t normally get a break here at the house and to me, having the three hours is bea-u-ti-ful! I have gotten so much stuff done around the house, laundry is all caught up, the kitchen is spotless and it’s just been very quiet. It’s really amazing how nice those three hours are. Mind you that I haven’t been reading at all in those three hours but it’s ok since other things get done.

So I am at a cross road right now. I haven’t really accomplished much in my life other than marrying the man of my dreams and having two great kids. I have to find something else in my life because I don’t feel fulfilled. I want to make a difference or at least feel like I’m contributing to society, I should have done many things and with my life almost half over, I don’t have much to show for it unlike my amazingly smart husband. I try to contribute to my family and becoming more domesticated, baking and cooking healthier, fun foods. It’s hard when I have to have things done by noon during the week and the weekends I want to spend with my family though Sunday’s are our big grilling day.

So since today is my last day of quiet until the end of July, I am going to call it a day for blogging and get the rest of my stuff done before my noon shut down time.