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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
Thank you to everyone who have supported me and my writing here. Things haven't gone very well and I'm not doing too good. I've been in hospital since Wednesday, and am likel ...
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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
What's this life worth? What's it worth compared to the millions of stars in the sky? What's it worth compared to the waters of the seas? I am nothing. I have never been a ...
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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
" When nearly all you do is done alone, it makes the effort that is conversation that much harder, and all the more fruitless" - Anneli Rufus (Party of One: The Lon ...
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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
I'm repeating one module of the skills group (DBT). The module is the one on interpersonal effectiveness and it started yesterday. It was tough going in because the group is ...
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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
Participated in another cycle event over the weekend. We left town on Friday night - it had been a long day, beginning with the drive down to Wellington for a couple of meeti ...
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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
So much in my head at the moment. Words mostly. Jumbled thoughts. Jagged sentences. All in my head, shifting like sands in a desert. I see mirages sometimes - optical ill ...
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Posted in: Blog Posts in Mental Health
On Sunday, a colleague and I headed off to Hunterville for a 43km cycle event. It was a tough course, and I knew that going in, but didn't quite think it would turn out to be ...
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I really don't know why I blog. Blogging or journalling means that you have a record of a period of time in the past. On the one hand, I feel compelled to record everything ...
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So life goes on. At least for now. I still cycle through my moods - emptiness, followed by some sadness or other, followed by moments when I think I'm managing OK. But I'm ...
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My mood has plummeted downwards significantly. I can't explain the shift. I don't really have words for it. I'm in a weird mood. I joked with colleagues just now - about s ...
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Therapy have been hard going recently. Not in a bad sense, but it's just been hard work with much to think about (particularly between sessions) regarding where I want to go ...
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It's called the LunarGlide. It's one of the best models coming out of Nike this season and set me back a few dollars. But considering the fact that my current running shoes ...
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Bought new running shoes over the weekend! Can't wait to hit the trails for a test drive later this morning!
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I had a decent weekend, even though by the time I left work on Friday I had a headache and was feeling achy in my body. I thought I was probably coming down with something, b ...
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Another week over. A big sigh of relief. Is this what life is all about? I told V on Tuesday that this is what it feels like. You get through the next hour, then the next ...
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I'm about to sign off on a Friday. It's Friday, and it's my favourite day of the work week. It's gone relatively well this morning, with me being fairly productive, then I ha ...
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It was a perfect day for riding. We (a colleague and I) didn't think we were going to make it, and a part of me was hoping it would be gusterly as predicted, so I could sleep ...
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Things have settled down a little. Last week was rough, but V saw me through it. I need to remember what happens when I'm under stress, and apparently I was over the last mo ...
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I've had a rough couple days, but will at least try to finish this. The final two questions were: What do you do that makes you feel really free and at ease? (by Hannah ) T ...
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As I drifted helplessly into that dark oblivion, aided by the swiftly flowing river of Zopiclone, I was horrified by what I had done - even though they were orders from my CPN ...
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