I am alive, sorry guys for not thinking about posting to tell you. This blog is going to be abandoned for a while with a view to getting some of my...

It was suggested today that maybe the things I believe to be true at the moment are me giving myself an excuse to self harm. When have I ever...

People are scared I am going to kill myself. I am ok just now…I will be safe for a while. My deepest fear is I am scared they might be...

It has always been there, an inner evil. Chipping away at me. It has awoken and has brought a pickaxe. Slowly breaking me, telling me to destroy...

I have never been ill merely just overexaggerating what is only slightly abnormal therefore not justifying any real psychiatric treatment. I have...